2018-08-06 08:35 AM
Hi dear brothers and sisters in Christ-
I am in great financial and emotional need. I am in my late 40’s and went to university, graduating 10 years ago with a 4.0. After graduation, the economy went bad, my oldest child nearly died from, and was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes (juvenile diabetes), just before that, my youngest was diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder and now is transgender believing she is supposed to be male (caused by a hormonal imbalance). Before that I felt with a horrendous ordeal which changes my appearance, making me look much older than I was, or am. I have to buy wigs for a hair condition which I can’t really afford. Regardless, I have been pushing forward through the grace of God, he truly had sustained me emotionally and given me jobs, albeit at minimum wage but enough to pay my student loans.
However, I am not able to find a job that is above minimum wage and as a result, all these issues and payments of bills for medical reasons have pushed the limit.
I have quite seriously wanted to die several times as I felt there was no hope.
For some reason, despite sending resumes, having experts look at my resumes, changing resume format etc etc at least (and I am not exaggerating when I say 40 times) havin gmultiple resumes for each job and tailoring nc them for each position, I NEVER get an interview for even trainee positions in my field studied-that is major, minor or anything in between.
I’m not sure what is happening but I can not find a good job. It wouldn’t be a problem except my student loans are impacting all my income (several are private loans with high interest). Despite my praying and pleading, I never seem to get anything other than low paying jobs. I am distraught
I do t know what God had planned for me.
I do have a few talents but am unsure which way to go, particularly as I have no money.
I am confused, desperate and feel God has abandoned me in my great time of need over the last 10 years.
Please pray for me as you see fit and God leads you.
I need help.